My BackBone

It's so random for me to write this entry. 

Perhaps too much of Emo peoples around me recently.

Seriously, 

I feel I'm so lucky to have my buddies, they are my backbone.

If you never tell, peoples will never know.

Peoples never know I faced sorrow moment, just because I got lotsa friends.

Friends can be uncountable, but how many true friends you got among your uncountable friends? 

There are too much of UnknownWar which you could probably involved without notification. You will knew it, until you get hurt.

Bitch is everyway. Well, I'm not refering to anyone! Don't think too much unless you agree you are bitchy :) 

I definitely got my right to speak out my feeling, my opinion, my point of view,

because this is my blog :) *peace*

A lot of thing, you never know:

• You never know I wanna escape from my batch before,
• You never know I got boycott before,
• You never know I wished to transfer school before,
• You never know I cry alone when I faced pressure,
• You never know Peer Pressure can be so scary.
• You never know how it's feel when the goodfriend that you think is not a friend of you.
• You never know I think before I talk just worry I offended anyone.

I'm dumb, I dunno when to stand this side, when to stand that side. I'm tired involved in peer pressure. I choose to step away.You dun even know I changed, I'm not believed people, just because I afraid got hurt. But I would like to say thank you to those who hurt me. Your cruel lesson make me grow up, in short time. I'm not a little girl anymore. I able to protect myself even able fight back now.

I have a bunch of buddies that accompany me across those hard time~ 

They are kind, not selfish~ 

They are helpful without complaining~

They're willing to sacrifice their time to accompany when I'm down~

Without you guys, I dunno how I survive in a pathetic College Life
Thank you
My loves, My BackBone
Our friendship, I treasured


^^

Our First Anniversary

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

13 JUNE? Ada apa dengan 13 JUNE? Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat Allah kerana sudah genap setahun aku dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan menuntut ilmu di sebuah institusi pengajian.  Sepanjang tempoh 1 tahun ini pelbagai perkara yang telah berlaku. Suka? Duka? Ye terlalu banyak.

Di IIC lah tempat aku bertemu rakan-rakan baru seperti Maya, Fatihah, Mimi, Aimi, Azlina, Nina, Hudha, Sofia, Wan, Kimi, kak Ima, kak Syawa, Biela, kak Ain, kak Dalila, Izzat dan ramai lagi serta tidak lupa juga buat rakan foreigner aku iaitu Fatemeh. Buat Fatin Asyifa, walaupun hanya 2 minggu kita berkenalan, tapi sudah seperti lama kita bersahabat. Itulah hebatnya apabila berukhuwwah. 

Di IIC lah tempat aku mencari identiti diri, mencari semangat baru selepas kegagalan dalam SPM yang lalu kerana terlalu leka pada zaman persekolahan, mengetahui apa itu sahabat, apa itu kawan dan apa itu lawan.

Sepanjang setahun di IIC

Final bermula minggu hadapan. Jadi, berusahalah dari sekarang agar kita sama-sama mengecapi kejayaan.

-Man Jadda Wajada-

It's all about housemates

So it just really hit how much I am going to miss my housemate. After living with them since last December, we have connected on that level where we are like sisters now. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't have done a lot of things that I did here. We pretty much did everything together. I am definitely going to miss them. Before this, I stayed at Desaview Hostel but since semester 2, I moved to Pangsapuri Sri Batu, Kuala Lumpur. U wanna know? Because at Desaview I have to pay RM170 per month. It was very expensive for student okay. Since moved to Pangsapuri, I am paying only RM87.50. Besides affordable, it takes only 10 minutes to go to college. Okay without wasting much time, I would like to introduce to my freaking damn hot housmates.

Okay first, I'd like to introduce this girl. Her name is Raja Nabila Arif and she's from JB. I called her bella or gergirl and she's 19teen. Science comp student in semester 2. She was an athlete long time ago i mean during her secondary school. She love singing and playing guitar. Do u see the guitar on that picture? Yeah she owned it. Kakak2 called her 'Pentipu' because she love to talk talk and talk. In my opinion, I can get with her because she has something which can get through myself and I like that. She annoys me with her blur attitudes sometimes. To gergirl, u're sporting, talkative and nice one. Take care of yourself and your ehem ehem. May your relationship are everlasting. Love u gergirl - xoxo - 

Who's this gurl? Okay, she's Atyra, 19 teen, Islamic Contemporary student and  she's from Miri, Sarawak. She also can plays guitar. She's not talkative girl but I considered her as friendly girl. Her face will downcast when she has a problem but once she's happy, she will smiling till her ears. To tyra, always smiles okay. Love u tyra -xoxo-

Her name is Siti Rahmah Halim, 22 years old, Child-hood education student, from Temerloh, Pahang. She's very kind, quite humble happens sometimes only. I have a very very big space inside my stomach and starving all the time eventhough Im not too big so I loved to eat and when I'm hungry, I 'll look for her then she cooked and eat together with me. Besides, I was spoiled by her and I had assumed her as my sister. Love u kakak ima -xoxo-

She is Nur Sahwalina, from Temerloh, 22 years old, taking a course same as kakak Ima, a very small  and cute person. Everybody inside this home called her kak syawa. She loved reading novels, screamed without purpose, quite happens sometimes only and a bored person. Always said ' Hanan, akak boring la, nak buat ape eh?'. She's very cool person and I love u kakak syawa -xoxo-

She's Wan Amira, 20 years old, from Terengganu. Since we moved to new house at level 5, she rarely to be at home and now she lived with her friends. We still considered her as occupant to this house. For me, she's very kind and talkative person (:

She is Halimatus Nadia Abdul Halim but I called her Maya, 19 years old, from Bangi, Business Administration student. A small with a talkative person. She attempts to make eveybody laugh. I used to watch a korean movie using her CD. Thanks a lot. She was my roomate at Desaview and we moved to Sri Batu together. I  know her since the first day I entered college. She got very stuck up face but actually she does not. Huhu don't mad at me. Love you Maya. -xoxo-

And last, the cute one, Nurul Izzati hanni, 19 years old, from Kajang. She's not studying at IIC. Maya and her are one of best friends in this house and they like siblings which no one would separate them. For me, a really kind roomates with load-no-voice. She looks serious but actually she does not. Always treated me as her lil sister, that's her. Love you, hanni -xoxo-


Okay thats all about them. Sometimes you might wonder which one of them that I closed to? But I tell you what, I do not own the answer because let us see here and I put you into a situation. You and your best friend together and I will provide you choices. Would you rather be the one who will be shot or the one who does the shooting? Do you find the answer? No? Same goes with me here.

As long as I can get through them, it does not matter what happens. What I know about B-5-11 HOUSE does not have owned any problem. No controversy, no crippled and no abusive matters. I just love the way they are and hope our friendship last forever.

B-5-11 occupant ;

Nurul Hanan        (Hanan)

Halimatus Nadia  (Maya)

Hanni Izzati        (Hanni)

Sahwalina           (Syawa)

Raja Nabilah       (Bella)

Siti Rahmah        (Ima)

Atyra                 (Tyra)

Amirah               (Mira)