Ibu oh Ibu

Ibu negara Malaysia adalah Kuala Lumpur. Bandaraya cantik dan dikagumi pelancong.

Ibu negeri Selangor adalah Shah Alam. Di situ terletaknya masjid yang indah dan cukup menawan.

Ibu segala maksiat adalah arak!

Akibatnya

Rosak

Akhlak

Kita

Ibu mithali adalah ibu sejati. Mendidik anak dan patuh pada suami serta taat pada perintah Allah. Syukran jzkkk buat ummi tersayang. Tanpa ummi, along bukanlah along yang sekarang.

Laa Taghdhob Dan Bagimu Syurga

Kita bisa meraih syurga

hanya dengan menahan marah

Jangan marah, Jangan marah, Jangan marah

Dengan menahan marah, kita akan menjadi makhluk yang dibanggakan oleh Allah di akhirat. Hebatnya pahala yang dijanjikan! Hanya dengan menahan marah?

Ya! Hanya dengan menahan marah

Saudaraku, sukarkah menahan marah?

Yang pasti, penghargaan tinggi di sisi Allah tidak akan diperolehi dengan amal biasa. Rasulullah berpesan agar kita menahan marah kerana jiwa kita, tanggungjawab kita. Jiwa kita, biar kita yang menguasainya bukan membiarkannya dikuasai oleh syaitan kerana api syaitan itu akan membakar kemuliaan kita

"Sesungguhnya memahami orang lain adalah kebijaksanaan, mampu memahami diri sendiri adalah kebijaksanaan yang sesungguhnya"

"Menguasai orang lain adalah kekuatan, menguasai diri sendiri adalah kekuatan yang sesungguhnya"

Saudaraku, kemarahan itu tidak dilarang. 

Yang penting marahlah dengan ikhlas kerana Allah~

Marahlah pada waktu yang tepat~

Kepada hal yang tepat~

Kerana sebab yang tepat~

Dan dengan cara yang tepat~

Sesungguhnya hanya orang yang selalu memuhasabah diri bisa membezakan antara marah kerana Allah dengan marah kerana nafsu. Oleh itu saudaraku, jujurlah dengan diri sendiri. Semoga marah yang kita rasai bisa menjadi manfaat yang dirahmati.

(^_^)

Carilah Hati Yang Sejahtera

Dalam hidup yang sementara ini, kita dituntut mencari hati yang sejahtera. Inilah kualiti hidup yang perlu dicari dan dinikmati. Dan ini jugalah "syurga dunia" sebelum syurga akhirat. Malangnya ramai yang pentingkan kualiti harta berbanding kualiti jiwa. Siang malam, manusia bertungkus-lumus memupuk harta tanpa mempedulikan kesucian jiwa. Rumah semakin besar tetapi jiwa semakin sempit. Harta semakin melimpah tetapi hati semakin sakit.

Orang miskin yang sabar boleh menikmati kehidupan yang tidak boleh dinikmati oleh orang kaya yang ego. Sebaliknya, tanpa sifat qanaah, si hartawan akan terseksa oleh kemiskinan jiwanya. Itulah yang dimaksudkan oleh sabda Baginda s.a.w : "Bukanlah kekayaan itu harta yang melimpah ruah, akan tetapi kekayaan (yang sebenar-benarnya) ialah kaya jiwa"

Time will heal the pain

Saya bukan senyuman awak,

Saya bukan kekuatan awak,

Saya bukan kegembiraan awak,

Saya bukan siapa-siapa,

Dan saya tak layak untuk awak.

Andai awak tahu keadaan sebenar diri saya,

yang banyak kekurangan~

Andai awak tahu keadaan sebenar diri saya,

yang sukar untuk berbicara~

Andai awak tahu keadaan sebenar diri saya,

yang perlu menanggung segala kesakitan~

Andai awak tahu segala-galanya,

pastinya awak tersedar~

Pergilah awak~ Mencari yang terbaik untuk diri dan masa hadapan. As i said before, Eventhough we're not connecting or seeing, our islamic brotherhood relationship will still bear in ties cause my prayer will always lead you forever. Silence doesn't mean I'm gone, but you're always be remembered.

-May we always under His shade-

Guitarist

Once you know a little bit about how music is structured and where to find it on the fretboard, you must get those strings vibrating to make music. This, of course, means coordinating both hands. The fretboard hand must be holding the strings down firmly to allow them to vibrate, and the picking hand must attack the strings cleanly also, to prevent unwanted notes from clouding the sound. This may take a little while to achieve, and practice is the only way to get there. Your finger tips will hurt for a little while, as your calluses build up, but soon enough you won't feel any discomfort. Make sure you play at least a little each day to maintain the insensitivity. The only way to become proficient on the guitar is to play as often as you can. The word 'practice' sometimes makes it seem like work, so it's better just to call it 'playing'. The best way to do that is to have your guitar out of its case in full view, either hanging on the wall or sitting on a stand, so that it's easy to pick up any old time you have a few minutes (or hours) to spare. Daily playing, even if it's just a little each day, is the key to keeping those fingers tough and limber.  Million thanks to Raja Nurul Nabila Arif for teaching on how to play guitar.

Sejernih air mata

Senja berlabuh menyirnakan fajar

Menjemput malam menghiasi alam

Purnama mengambang yang bertemankan bintang

Kelam dibaluti kesayuan awan

Diiringi titisan hujan

Seakan mengerti rintihan perasaan

Tatkala irama syahdu berkumandang

Semakin terhiris sebuah kelukaan

Mengenang kesetiaan dan kejujuran

Dibalasi seribu persoalan

Lantaran..

Kepastian disirami kekecewaan

Cinta terkubur bersama impian

Pena menari mengukir lembaran

Menutup tirai cinta yang pudar

Biar luka seribu rindu

Dari merana sepanjang waktu

Tanpa disedari...

Coretan terakhir menyentuh hati

Sejernih air mata membasahi pipi

Mengungkap kemaafan dalam hubungan

Segala kenangan kan tersemat diingatan

Bila Hati Tumpul

Bila hatiku telah tumpul,

lemah longlailah langkahku,

sedangkan hati itu raja tubuh.

Bila baiknya ia, maka baiklah aku.

Kompetensi membina jati diri,

ISLAM membuahkan peribadi suci,

bila hatiku telah tumpul,

adakah segala impi boleh menjadi?

Seperti Prinsip Spring

"Bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga... Mampukah diri mengangkat kembali tangga untuk dakian seterusnya???"

Luahan seorang teman. Dan saya tahu luahan itu dari hatinya yang paling dalam, paling perit. Namun dia masih mampu tersenyum. Masih mampu bergerak, menyeru kebaikan dan masih mampu menyampaikan kata-kata hikmah.

Seorang lagi teman yang lain membalas,

"Kami teman-temanmu datang ketepikan tangga dan menarikmu bangun semula untuk meneruskan perjalanan yang seterusnya."

Seorang lagi membalas...

"InsyaAllah mampu...yakin pada Allah...dalam apa pun bentuk ujianNya, pasti Allah titipkan kekuatan sebagai bekalan..takkan dibiarkan begitu sahaja."

Dan lagi...

"Kita ibarat batu-bata. InsyaAllah, kamu susah pasti kami akan bersamamu... Sunnatullah...jalan ini penuh onak duri, tak ditaburi bunga mewangi..tapi ingatlah, saudaramu sentiasa di sisi."

Alangkah indahnya setiap kata-kata ini. Moga-moga kesedihan temanku terubat sedikit.

InsyaAllah, penderitaan sirna dan yang tersisa adalah pahala.

Kadang-kadang sukar kita meluahkan pada seseorang. Cuma, jika sahabat itu membaca tulisan ini, inilah yang saya ingin katakan padanya.

" Segala ujian dan tekanan yang mendatang itu ibarat seperti teori spring. Spring, jika kita beri tekanan yang besar/kuat, ia pasti akan melantun lebih tinggi."

Begitu juga kita manusia, sentasa diuji. Makin tinggi keimanan kita, semakin besar ujian menimpa. Dan semakin besar ujian yang menimpa, semakin tinggi kedudukan kita di sisi Allah, andai saja kita mampu bersabar dalam menghadapi ujian itu.

Mid Semester Break

Whenever the Chinese New Year falls in January, it creates havoc with my time management. The catchy tune of gong xi gong xi fills the air and crates of mandarin oranges materialise at road side stalls. As usual mid semester break comes after mid term exam. I have very short holidays which is 6 days since my schedule has too much gap. A lil bit jealous 'cause most of my friends returned home early. Okay it's time to speed things up. I have some serious catching up to do within this 6 days. Better compile to-do-list to stay on top of things.


1- Spending my time with my lovely family at Kuantan since 2 month I'm not
    returned home. Instead of that, my grand pa and ma also followed
    me to see their beloved daughter. Who's their beloved daughter? 
    HAHA my mum la.


2- Secondly, Maya had borrowed me her korean movie (Boys over flowers).
    I have watched it for second time but my lil sis asked me to bring it 
    home. There were many episode so I have to spend my time wisely 
    to watch it within this 6 days. (Habislah power spec naik lepas ni)


3- Finish my story book ( life's like that) which has 306 pages. I bought 
    it last month unfortunately I dun have much time to read it. HAHA. 
    So, I want to finish it. Compulsory !


4- Learn how to cook since I'm not at home for a long time. Cewah 
    macam lama sangat tak balik rumah. See, now I've forgotten on how
    to cook even for simply meals. haiyaaa.


5- Eat eat eat and eat sumptuous meal which is prepared by ummi for 
    every single second. I might chubby after this semester break. LOL

  

6- As usual, shopping with them to find some stuff like handbag, shoes
    blouse. Itu pun kalau berkenan lah.


7- Help ummi trimmed and fertilised plants. After 2 month of 
    neglect, hopefully there's enough time for the fertilise to induce
    glorious blooms of flowers. Must remember not to overdose on 
    fertilisers or will end up with withered plants. 


8- And last prepare some empty pocket to keep ang pow. Abah has 
    a lot of chinese friends so we might get ang pow. Based on last few
    years, one of us got RM50. Thanks uncle Tan Bee Seng and Ah Peng.


My short holidays will be spending with a benefit things. Last word, I hope I'm not argue with my siblings especially my lil sis and for most my mum. If she want to mess up with me, it doesn't matter for me. Okay that's all. 

Movie I'll be watch with my lil sis

Books that I want to read and finish within this sem break

It's all about housemates

So it just really hit how much I am going to miss my housemate. After living with them since last December, we have connected on that level where we are like sisters now. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't have done a lot of things that I did here. We pretty much did everything together. I am definitely going to miss them. Before this, I stayed at Desaview Hostel but since semester 2, I moved to Pangsapuri Sri Batu, Kuala Lumpur. U wanna know? Because at Desaview I have to pay RM170 per month. It was very expensive for student okay. Since moved to Pangsapuri, I am paying only RM87.50. Besides affordable, it takes only 10 minutes to go to college. Okay without wasting much time, I would like to introduce to my freaking damn hot housmates.

Okay first, I'd like to introduce this girl. Her name is Raja Nabila Arif and she's from JB. I called her bella or gergirl and she's 19teen. Science comp student in semester 2. She was an athlete long time ago i mean during her secondary school. She love singing and playing guitar. Do u see the guitar on that picture? Yeah she owned it. Kakak2 called her 'Pentipu' because she love to talk talk and talk. In my opinion, I can get with her because she has something which can get through myself and I like that. She annoys me with her blur attitudes sometimes. To gergirl, u're sporting, talkative and nice one. Take care of yourself and your ehem ehem. May your relationship are everlasting. Love u gergirl - xoxo - 

Who's this gurl? Okay, she's Atyra, 19 teen, Islamic Contemporary student and  she's from Miri, Sarawak. She also can plays guitar. She's not talkative girl but I considered her as friendly girl. Her face will downcast when she has a problem but once she's happy, she will smiling till her ears. To tyra, always smiles okay. Love u tyra -xoxo-

Her name is Siti Rahmah Halim, 22 years old, Child-hood education student, from Temerloh, Pahang. She's very kind, quite humble happens sometimes only. I have a very very big space inside my stomach and starving all the time eventhough Im not too big so I loved to eat and when I'm hungry, I 'll look for her then she cooked and eat together with me. Besides, I was spoiled by her and I had assumed her as my sister. Love u kakak ima -xoxo-

She is Nur Sahwalina, from Temerloh, 22 years old, taking a course same as kakak Ima, a very small  and cute person. Everybody inside this home called her kak syawa. She loved reading novels, screamed without purpose, quite happens sometimes only and a bored person. Always said ' Hanan, akak boring la, nak buat ape eh?'. She's very cool person and I love u kakak syawa -xoxo-

She's Wan Amira, 20 years old, from Terengganu. Since we moved to new house at level 5, she rarely to be at home and now she lived with her friends. We still considered her as occupant to this house. For me, she's very kind and talkative person (:

She is Halimatus Nadia Abdul Halim but I called her Maya, 19 years old, from Bangi, Business Administration student. A small with a talkative person. She attempts to make eveybody laugh. I used to watch a korean movie using her CD. Thanks a lot. She was my roomate at Desaview and we moved to Sri Batu together. I  know her since the first day I entered college. She got very stuck up face but actually she does not. Huhu don't mad at me. Love you Maya. -xoxo-

And last, the cute one, Nurul Izzati hanni, 19 years old, from Kajang. She's not studying at IIC. Maya and her are one of best friends in this house and they like siblings which no one would separate them. For me, a really kind roomates with load-no-voice. She looks serious but actually she does not. Always treated me as her lil sister, that's her. Love you, hanni -xoxo-


Okay thats all about them. Sometimes you might wonder which one of them that I closed to? But I tell you what, I do not own the answer because let us see here and I put you into a situation. You and your best friend together and I will provide you choices. Would you rather be the one who will be shot or the one who does the shooting? Do you find the answer? No? Same goes with me here.

As long as I can get through them, it does not matter what happens. What I know about B-5-11 HOUSE does not have owned any problem. No controversy, no crippled and no abusive matters. I just love the way they are and hope our friendship last forever.

B-5-11 occupant ;

Nurul Hanan        (Hanan)

Halimatus Nadia  (Maya)

Hanni Izzati        (Hanni)

Sahwalina           (Syawa)

Raja Nabilah       (Bella)

Siti Rahmah        (Ima)

Atyra                 (Tyra)

Amirah               (Mira)

Jauhkan rindu

Bila rindu kembali menjengah,

Menyusup datang melalui sekeping gambar,

Begitu terasa bibirku bergetar,

Begitu terasa kakiku makin longlai.

Ku lihat pada jari-jemariku,

Menggigil dalam bahang tengah hari,

Ku sentuh pada bibirku,

kering mengelupas,

Ku letakkan tangan pada dadaku,

Degupannya menjadi deras.

Ku lihat wajahku dalam refleksi,

Warnanya pucat membiru,

Tiada kilauan dalam mata,

Tiada cahaya pada wajah.

Hanya kelesuan jelas kelihatan.

Yang lain menggelar rasa ini 'cinta',

Lalu mereka hairan aku menolak 'cinta',

Tapi aku pasti ianya adalah 'petaka' ,

kerana rindu ini rindu yang memusnahkan,

Rindu ini rindu yang mencemarkan,

Kerana rindu ini rindu yang tidak halal untukku,

Kerana rindu ini boleh mengundang dosa.

Dahulu,

Jika rindu yang sama bertandang,

Akulah insan paling bahagia.

Kini,

Jika  rindu yang sama bertamu,

Akulah insan paling sengsara.

Aku tak mahukan rasa ini,

Aku tak mahukan rindu ini.

Rindu ini yang dahulu telah melalaikanku dari mengingati-Mu,

Rindu ini yang dahulu menghalangku dari kemanisan beribadat kepada-Mu,

Rindu ini yang dahulu membutakan mataku  dari melihat jalan-Mu,

Rindu ini yang dahulu membinasakan cinta suci hamba-Mu.

Rabbi,

Jangan kau benarkan rindu ini menggigitku,

kerna aku takut dihinggapi virus cinta buta.

Rabbi,

Jangan kau biarkan rindu ini menghantuiku,

kerna aku takut pada bayangannya,

Kerna ku tahu jatuh cinta itu,

Hanya bisa pada Tuhan,

Kerna ku tahu nafsu ini,

Sering membawa ke arah kejahatan,

Yang datang dari godaan syaitan.

Rabbi,

Ku mohon,

Jauhkanlah aku dari 'petaka' rindu ini,

Hadirkanlah aku pada cinta-Mu,

Cinta yang kekal dan abadi.


-iluvislam.com-

Million of thanks

One fine day, all of us will get busy with our lives, long working hours, less friends, less meetings, rare calls, no sms, no more late night chatting, won't have time for ourselves. At such a day you'll look outside your window and see the good old memories flash u by and you'll get smile with a tears in your eyes and you'll turn back to your work thinking i wish i could go back. This message is to all my friends who helped to create such memories.

New lyfe chapter

Accept My Mistakes

Im human who always making a mistakes. Accept what I did wrong and try to do better next time. No need to punish myself forever. In fact, accepting my mistakes is the only way to make them disappear

Accept My Friends Mistakes

Maybe I got hurt by somebody. It was happens and just accept it and deal with it. People are making mistakes and if I can accept that for myself, accept it for my friends too. In the end, all I need from them is their love.

Build Self Discipline

I don’t have to wait for other people to impose discipline on me. Start early and I'll create my own discipline. Although it sounds a little bit harsh, self discipline is a facilitator for many things in my life. It’s hard to get but great to have.

Make New Friends

Reach out. Don’t be afraid. Establish new contacts. The worst thing that may happen to me is to be rejected. Well, if that’s the case, move on. The reward of having true, long-lasting friendship is worth all the potential rejection.

Start A New Diet

Me, in a vast proportion, what I eat. I'll trying a new diet would often be the only needed change for a dramatic boost of my health and energy. Don’t necessarily have to be raw food, or even vegetarian, whatever works for me.

Keep A Journal

I would write down my feelings, my ideas, my goals, my activity. Journaling is by far one of the most useful things I’ve done to change my life for the best. It works in such a silent, yet effective way. All I need is pen and paper.

Learn To Take Risks

My life may be so boring and fade because… err, I made it like this? When was the last time I tried something really difficult? When was the last time I challenged the odds doing something risky? Do it now, hanan.

Change My Work Space

Okay, clean up my desk, re-arrange furniture and add some color to that space. Make the place where my work really enjoyable. So enjoyable that work there won’t be perceived as work anymore. It will be something I love to do.

Find Reasons To Agree

Rather than disagree. I have this mindset of competition which makes constantly arguing over things. Well, stop that. I don’t have to force myself into agreement, if it’s not the case, just trying to find some reasons will be enough.

Pay Myself First

I can’t give something if I don’t have it. I can’t spread light onto others if I don’t have light from within. I can’t give wealth to others if I don’t have it for myself first. I would make myself a service and pay myself first.

Wake Up Early

This is not a habit, this is a lifestyle. Don't just wake up early without a purpose. Be early, Hanan. Be there before others. Look for opportunities and embrace them. Waking up early means keeping my eye open to every available opportunity.

Train My Focus

My focus is in fact my reality. Use it wisely. Train it constantly for it will enhance my reality in ways I never imagined. I'll keep my focus sharp as a razor blade and be prepared to experience life in fantastic shapes and colors.

Start A Blog

On whatever topic I want. Not only it will give my opportunity to create something new and valuable but it will also bring new people into my life. Blogging is far more than a hype, is a personal development tool. A very good one.

Be Better, Not Perfect

Striving too much for perfection will ruin my life. It will wipe out all those little imperfections which are making me… human. Being better, on the other side, is rewarding. Look back at  yesterday  and just say I’m better!

Try Something New

Maybe Im sad because Im bored. Have I ever thought about that? Just reach out and try something completely new. Go for a challenge, learn a new sport, pick a different restaurant or go for a comedy movie (if Im the drama type). Just try it.

Avoid Fighting

Fighting is the biggest energy leak of myself being. Trying to prove another guy wrong is so against my true nature. Im here to acknowledge life’s wonders, not to prove anybody’s wrong. They’re not wrong, just have different opinions. And that’s part of life.

Learn To Ignore

I think they should be teaching this one in schools. We’re so focused on so many topics and think we have to do so many stuff, that our life is literally clogged with stuff. It’s good to do stuff, but learning to ignore stuff is much better.

Clean Up My House

It’s fun and it’s good for me. I would make a habit out of cleaning up my house with joy and happiness. What’s outside is a mirror of what’s inside. If my house is  mess, probably my internal life is a disaster. Neat that stuff, it’s easy.

Write A Personal Mission Statement

Im here with a reason. No matter how small I feel now, how insignificant others may made I feel, I have a purpose. Take time to write my personal mission statement. It will bring light and direction into my life.

Exercise

I don’t have to break the world record, or something. Just make sure Im exercise constantly. It will make me body healthier and my mind clearer. It’s also one of the simplest and most affordable ways to improve my life.

Play A Game

Any game. Just play. Like a child. I'll allow myself to do something just for fun, without any goals, pressures or deadlines. It will make me understand that everything is a game. Sometimes a little bit harder, but still a game.

Stop Being Judgmental

With others AND with me. Excessive criticism will kill my enthusiasm. And if I think this post is something I shouldn’t read in the first place, then, my friend, Im really a judgmental. Lighten up. Accept life as it is.

Smile At Least 10 Times A Day

And I mean it, start to count that. Smiling is a sign of honesty and power. Everybody can cry over a disaster but only the most powerful can take bitterness with a smile. Exercise that power. And then try to go for 20 times a day.

Understand What People Want From Me

What I can do is not always what people want from me. Clearing that confusion alone could bring an immense relief to my life. I don’t have to immediately provide what they’re wanting, but if I do, I may have some big surprises.

Live Today

Not yesterday, not tomorrow. Go for what I can do today and leave yesterday behind for good. It’s not here anymore. And tomorrow doesn’t even exist yet, so why bother. All I have is today. Don’t waste it, Hanan.

Expect The Unexpected

If there’s something unusual that happens to me, go for it. The unexpected is a signal of an opportunity. It will not always be nice, this unexpected, but whenever it’s around, magical things are happening. Wait for it. Praise for it.

Stop Being A Follower

Admiring is nice. But being admired is even better. Stop trying to fit in other people’s shoes. I should find my own path. If that means breaking up completely my lifestyle, so be it. If Im “like” somebody else I can’t be “like” myself anymore.

Okay enough until here~

I hope it will be a new life chapter in my life~

Ummi said, u have to change along and u deserved the best! InsyaAllah

^^

Memang~

Memang pagi nan indah itu tidak mungkin dapat digapai. Kalau bisa, pasti tidak dapat disentuh buat selama-lamanya. Daripada terus mengharapkan pelangi yang hadir hanya apabila adanya mentari, bukankah lebih baik dia melukiskan warna-warna hijau flora di bumi? Bukankah itu lebih baik dan lebih menyerlahkan satu realiti? Realiti kehidupan di dunia fana ^^

Rumput itu masih hijau~

Di saat malam menelan alam dan tiada pelangi terukir didada langit, rumput itu masih hijau~

Disaat hujan dan guruh menyentak bumi, rumput itu masih hijau~

Disaat laut sudah tidak ladi tenang dan sudah tidak lagi biru, rumput itu masih hijau~

Disaat segala-galanya mula robek, rumput itu masih hijau~

Mengapa mesti menyalahkan takdir semata-mata atas segala yang telah terjadi dalam kehidupan ini? Mengapa sehingga menyalahkan kuasa Nan Satu tatkala kehidupan tidak seindah yang diimpikan?

Mudahnya kita lupa pada dosa~

Mudahnya kita lupa pada neraka~

Dan mudahnya kita lupa pada Yang Maha Pencipta~

Aku yakin, dimana-mana pun bahagia itu tetap ada seandainya kebahagiaan itu dijaga dan disuburkan dengan cara yang benar, kebahagiaan itu tetap akan subur mewangi dan terus menghijau sepertimana hijaunya rumput di dada bumi. Walaupun tempatnya rumput itu dibawah, menjadi hamparan yang dipijak-pijak manusia dan haiwan, namun rumput itu tetap hijau. Rumput yang hijau, terus mewarnai dunia dengan warna damai itu biarpun berbagai ujian tempias mengenai dirinya.

Namun, ujian daripada panas mentari terus menyerlahkan warnanya. Dan ujian hujan yang menimpanya menyuburkan akar-akarnya. Apa jua pun yang dihidangkan kepadanya, rumput itu tetap hijau... ~

Selagi Allah mahu rumput itu terus begitu kerana itu fitrah hidupnya.

Aku juga mahu terus begitu. Diberilah ujian hidup apa pun, aku mahu terus tegak berdiri. Aku mahu terus melawan segala yang membuatku sengsara. Aku mahu terus mendakap bahagia itu selagi mana aku mampu bahagia. Aku mahu bijak bermain dengan warna-warna kehidupan. Aku tidak mahu terus lemah dan kalah. Setiap insan disisiku, adalah kekuatan untuk aku terus berdiri. 

Namun andai nanti aku harus tinggal sendiri lagi, aku yakin aku mampu menghadapinya. Aku mahu menjadi rumput itu yang tidak pernah kalah dan terus menghijau serta fitrahnya telah tertulis, rumput itu tetap hijau~

"Barang siapa yang menghendaki pahala didunia saja (maka ia rugi), kerana disisi Allah S.W.T ada pahala dunia dan akhirat. Dan Allah Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Melihat" - An Nisa 4:134